July 2nd, 2007
|12:39 am - Laaaa ddaa daaa da daaaa|
Ok.. Just watched Music and Lyrics and the song melody is running nonstop through my brain.
Had a fabulous day. Went roller skating with my bff and had a fabulous time. She got some pretty nice compliments about me from a guy she knew who was there. That was nice (grin).
Losing lotsa weight. Not complaining about that either. Down one size so far. No desire to eat in sight, so I should be good for a while. We'll see.
Had a lot of epiphanies about the empathy dilemma. No real meaningful breakthroughs on how to gain control over it.. just some insights into how it works and why it's so strong now. I really wish they had empath classes. Having to figure it all out by myself sucks ass. I guess as long as I can prevent myself from doing something embarrassing and unprofessional I'm doing ok.
I do have a sinking feeling though that two really strong connections in 3 years might mean that it's jumped up to a new level. If so, then I really need to figure out how to manage it, because seriously... I was *this* close to doing something *REALLY* embarrassing.. AT WORK. And I'm getting deeper faster than ever.. AND getting other info too.. like images in my head and knowing when the person is waking or sleeping. Shielding makes my head hurt and makes me feel like I'm vibrating really hard. That was much worse than just rolling with it.
Anyways.. it was all kind of disturbing in a scratching poison ivy kind of way. Felt so good, but was sooooooooo bad.
I'm tan, happy, and glad to be home for the moment. So, that brings us pretty much up to date.
Now I'm gonna go get some sleep. So nice to sleep. I missed it so.
Lotsa love to my peeps!
Ohhh.. nice dark hair. :D <3!
I miss you too!!! We need to coordinate calendars!